Final Reflection
In my time spent at First United Methodist Church this semester, I had the opportunity to learn and experience multiple things. At times, it was difficult, and other times is was beneficial. Regardless, God has used this semester to teach me a few things about ministry (both for youth and adults).I am thankful for the opportunity to work with Mike and Jason at FUMCY for this semester. While under their supervision, I was taught many things. I was encouraged to take ownership in the ministry while also observing. As a result, I was able to grow closer to many of the students. The fact that I took ownership in many areas of the youth group allowed me to work on a deeper level with other sponsors as well as students. So to be able to do that was beneficial. However, there were some negative things that I witnessed, but nevertheless, learned from. Watching Jason attempt to fill the void of Mike leaving was a difficult thing to watch. The youth group dropped from 50 students to 10. Jason was hired on a part-time basis, so it really wasn't his fault entirely, but it certainly didn't help that he had no back up. We sponsors did our best to keep the youth group afloat, but regardless, it simply failed. So on a personal level, I am saddened by the current state of the youth group. I am disappointed in some of the desisions made by the church which brought the group to this place, but I understand.
I think if I was to do this practicum over again and I wanted to dedicate more time to the youth group, I would have to switch some priorties in my life around. I wouldn't be able to work as much or pursue my immediate career as quickly as I would like to. But it is all in the sacrifices that we have to make. The only problem with doing that is that I would essentially be put in charge of the entire youth group if I allowed myself to be. At times, FUMCY seems so desperate that they would be willing to hire me on as the youth pastor. And frankly that scares me, so I choose to not make myself as available as possible in case they would assume that I would take on the position. I am not ready for that position, nor really willing. So that's where I'm at on a professional level.
From looking back on my reflections and spiritual journals, I realize that I was able to experience many difficult and beneficial things. As I mentioned before, I am thankful for these opportunities and know that that they will serve to be helpful in my future ministry from here on out.
posted by Tyler Murphy @ 2:08 PM
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